Friday, October 20, 2017

The case for political term limits In Uganda


Uganda's Long Walk to Political Freedom 


Somewhere I have read that democracy is the worst form of governance there has ever been expect all the forms of government that exist. 

It does not matter the creed of the peoples debating the subject of democracy; the truth is..

it is such a messy subject. Politicians will do anything to get votes and what ever they do; they will justify it as being a democratic move, as being done for the good of democracy. In a democracy, voters can be played, lied to and or promised just open air for the sake of democracy. 

Democracy is not all safe, not all peaceful, or else government wouldn't have tanks of teargases, democracy is not always fair or just and in governments with strong man leaders like Uganda and many other parts in Africa. 

Democracy as the western hemisphere understands is nothing but illusion to the masses. 

If the wisdom that "Democracy always corrects itself" is true. Then Ugandans have been waiting for that theory to also be true for our nation since our independence from the British. 

Since Independence Uganda has never experienced a peaceful transfer of the president's office.

All the men that have been president to the nation have taken the office through a civil armed war or coup, the current president included.

 so democracy to transfer office has not been true for the nation. And over the last thirty plus years, Ugandans have seen one president who can at anytime rally his supporters in the name of democracy to change the rules to which democracy is to be played. 

Every rule in a constitution that was added to stop the office of the president from serving one person can be amended and will be amended to serve one person. 

There is no doubt for any of us that follow these politics to conclude that since Uganda gain independence all of the wisdom of the population has not been asserted but deserted.   

Currently democracy has failed in Uganda. Politicians in the ruling party (NRM) makes choices that are not only bad for Uganda but bad for the process of democracy. 

In so doing, they have killed democracy and the process to which democracy can save and correct the country's mistakes has been kicked around.

 Democracy in Uganda is a delusion packed well and rule by the people has been lost.  

These party politicians can easily be bought/bribed to chance the law. They are so cheap anyone in the western working democracy with a nine to five can buy them.  

In Uganda, politics has become everything. There is no day that goes by without hearing or experiencing a political events. 

In Uganda the talk has gone from how to develop into a middle class economy to who is going to be the next president of the land.  

This has not come easy on the country and it's economy. Teargas and bullets are the norm of the day for anyone trying to oppose the will of the ruling part, The National Resistance Movement (NRM).

The NRM was formed many years ago and it was born out of a a rebel group that took government by a coup known as the National Resistance Army (NRA).  

Uganda suffers from a curse. A simple curse that has hunted many other African countries. A curse of elderly leadership who took by through a rebel lead arms coup. 

Now thirty one years down the road. The same problems that faced the country back then and led the country into a civil war are still at bay.  The political class in Uganda has grown to only promote their interest 
    
Bobi Wine oba Robert Kagulanyi is a Ugandan musician turned politician. He is young for politics, only in his early thirties but he carries a message that resonates with the majority of young Ugandans. 

This morning he was supposed to be hosted by Capital FM for Capital Gang. A popular political radio show here in Uganda. 

He was instead rhat that the radio was directed by UCC; Uganda Communication Commission and security operatives not to host him.

He was alos notifified by other radio and TV 
Stations and they confirmed that they received the same order- with threats that if he appears. Their stations will be out of commission.
Bobi Wine accusses the Ugandan government, led by President for life Yoweri Museveni, "of doing things not different  from what  they claimed to fight against." The MP is speaking from historical facts of how the current government came to rule.

The MP belives and has a case aganist the government for violating Article 29(1) (a) of the Constitution of Uganda, which provides that, "every person shall have the right to freedom of speech and expression which shall include freedom of the press and other media.’

The MP also quoted a ruling by Uganda's Supreme Court which has ruled that “the right to freedom of expression extends to holding, receiving and imparting all forms of opinions, ideas and information."

Friday, May 12, 2017

The Case for Term for Term Limits in Uganda; The arrest of Dr. Stella Nyazi!



KAMPALA; UGANDA...


Mayo De 9th Del 2017....




There was drama in court or as we say in my tribal language "katemba mukoti" as a renowned Makerere University professor appeared before a Buganda Rd court judge to secure  her bail from Uganda's largest Prison; Luzira.




The University professor was arrested following her criticism of Uganda's government especially the president of Uganda for the last thirty plus years; Mr. Yoweri Museveni and his wife, first lady and also minister of education Janet Museveni.




Dr. Stella Nyanzi came to fame over a naked protest she undertook at her work place late last year changeling her bosses over her standards as a Makerere University researcher.


From the naked protest she held; most people in the country felt and understood her frustrations. and millions supported and joined her cause.  




From her naked protest the good DOC unleashed a cocktail of criticism of the current government that has been in power for more than I have been alive.


Her criticisms centered around a promise that President Yoweri Museveni (President for 30+ years) made during his presidential campaign last year and his wife; the current minister of education failed to implement the promise her husband made.




As a feminist; Dr. Nyanzi focused on a presidential promise that Mr. Museveni made which was to provide all school age children (girls) with menstruation products monthly. The campaign promise was made by the president and to be executed by the minister of education who is currently the president's wife due to the fact anything the president promises to school age children is to be implemented by the ministry of education.




Dr. Nyanyzi took on both the president and the first lady in a well versed series of blogs she posted on her social media platform. But it wasn't until she compared the president to "a pair of buttocks" in a comical way that she began to be questioned by the many state security operatives in the country.


She was first interrogated by security and then arrested without warrant which is mainly the norm of the country's security system.


In the last thirty years and even more recently; the security agencies  and the judicial branch of the government have engaged in some of the most gruesome abuses of law in Uganda. Hiding under the  constitutional mandate to provide security and fight crime. The security agencies have often mishandled many cases and the judicial often delays justice to suspects.


Human rights watch groups have deemed the police as the most corrupt institute in the country.


The president of Uganda has ruled the country for the last thirty years. And according to him. Uganda is the most democratic country in the world.     



Thursday, March 9, 2017

Boyhood Journal

I'm here; recalling my boyhood. Back when the years of phallic obessions began.
Perhaps i was unlucky or not bold enough but it had more to do with the place and the time, the Slums of Kasubi in Kampala Uganda is where i grew up.
...
Here girls had unwritten code that a good Ugandan girl did not give her self to boys and that she had a reputation to keep ....
Back then we learned everything about sex from what other little boys told you to do.. Things like, "you just put it in jere." in what?
The line was drawn by the girls; if one of the girls agreed to play with her ...there was no touching beneath the clothes, there was no kissing with the tougues touching. ...all these things were just told to you as you engaged in adolescent games with the opposite sex... You didnt know what you wanted. ..or how to ask for it...
Notably; the least dengerous form of this type of play was petting, that was when a girl let you place your boy hand on her breast, while she's was fully dressed and with her bra lock in covered by two or three layers of clothing, a blouse, a bra, a sweater and woe to the boy that could breakthrough all that and get to the hidden treasure. .....
I must have been 16 years or even 17 the first time I saw a girl's breasts that wasn't related to me...on that fateful day; i recall asking myself if i was blind and now i see... And if heaven was on earth and on Tiffany's chest!
Part 1 the End. ..

Monday, February 20, 2017

Star day

You are here

Neutron Stars

StarDate: 
February 20, 2017

Orion, perhaps the most beautiful of all constellations, stands high in the south as night falls. It’s outlined by a rectangle of four bright stars, with a short diagonal line of three stars at its middle.

Within a few million years, though, all seven of those stars will disappear. Each star will explode, leaving behind a corpse that’s one of the most extreme objects in the universe: a neutron star.

A neutron star forms when a massive star can no longer produce energy in its core. Without radiation to counteract the pull of gravity, the core collapses to the size of a city, even though it’s a couple of times as massive as the Sun. Under that crushing gravitational grip, electrons and protons smash together to form a sea of neutrons, which give these odd stars their names.

The layers of gas around the core fall inward, then rebound, creating a titanic blast known as a supernova.

As the neutron star collapses, it spins much faster, like an ice skater pulling in her arms — up to hundreds of revolutions every second. As it spins, it emits a beam of energy into space. If we happen to line up along that beam, we see the star pulse on and off like a celestial lighthouse, making it a pulsar.

A neutron star may have a crust made of solid iron. But astronomers are still trying to model how neutron stars are put together and how matter deep inside their hearts behaves. A new space telescope will help with that effort. More about that tomorrow.

 

Script by Damond Benningfield

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Star day

If you keep intending to learn a few stars and their constellations but never seem to have the time, tonight offers an easy way to check a few off the list. Several prominent stars will surround the Moon, making it easy to find the stars and their home constellations.

As twilight fades, look for two bright stars to the left of the Moon: Pollux and Castor, the twins of Gemini. Pollux is a stellar giant that’s nearing the end of its life, while Castor is a system of at least six stars.

Next, look about the same distance to the right of the Moon for bright orange Betelgeuse, which marks the shoulder of Orion. Betelgeuse is heavier than the Sun, hundreds of times wider, and tens of thousands of times brighter. Before long the star will explode, briefly shining brighter than all the other stars in the galaxy combined.

The same fate awaits most of the other bright stars of Orion, which stretch to the lower right of Betelgeuse. Three stars form a compact line known as Orion’s Belt. Rigel, Orion’s brightest star, is on the opposite side of the belt from Betelgeuse.

Canis Minor, the little dog, stands below the Moon, marked by its single bright star, Procyon. And the brightest star in all the night sky stands to the lower right of Procyon: Sirius, the leading light of Canis Major, the big dog.

That gives you four constellations in a single glance, perhaps jump-starting those plans to learn more of the geography of the night sky.

Script by Damond Benningfield


 

Tuesday, February 7, 2017

Star day

You are here

Moon in the Middle

StarDate: 
February 7, 2017

If you keep intending to learn a few stars and their constellations but never seem to have the time, tonight offers an easy way to check a few off the list. Several prominent stars will surround the Moon, making it easy to find the stars and their home constellations.

As twilight fades, look for two bright stars to the left of the Moon: Pollux and Castor, the twins of Gemini. Pollux is a stellar giant that’s nearing the end of its life, while Castor is a system of at least six stars.

Next, look about the same distance to the right of the Moon for bright orange Betelgeuse, which marks the shoulder of Orion. Betelgeuse is heavier than the Sun, hundreds of times wider, and tens of thousands of times brighter. Before long the star will explode, briefly shining brighter than all the other stars in the galaxy combined.

The same fate awaits most of the other bright stars of Orion, which stretch to the lower right of Betelgeuse. Three stars form a compact line known as Orion’s Belt. Rigel, Orion’s brightest star, is on the opposite side of the belt from Betelgeuse.

Canis Minor, the little dog, stands below the Moon, marked by its single bright star, Procyon. And the brightest star in all the night sky stands to the lower right of Procyon: Sirius, the leading light of Canis Major, the big dog.

That gives you four constellations in a single glance, perhaps jump-starting those plans to learn more of the geography of the night sky.

 

Script by Damond Benningfield

Song for a lady


Song for a lady

 

Let me go now and write a song for a lady

I write, mind you well

That her kiss

Warm, frisky, moist-mouthed,

Eager, timid and indeed sweet, driven by love’s thirst

 

Far from love

Far from love in the quickest, a blink of an eye

 

But close to love

Close to love, close like my own skin

 

Let me go now and then and write a song for a lady

I write we danced to love songs

We smiled in youth having fun I write

 

Together happy as in ever after

In this moment I dream and do not believe

That I have heard the singing of her heart on my chest in tune beat per beat it never went silent

 

 I write a song for a lady borrowing many imagined expressions, such as, love; love like it will never end

Or maybe I should use: everything with a start has an end, I write a song for a lady

 

SLUMS OF KAMPALA, UGANDA


Slums of Kampala, Uganda

 

Think how you may about these slums, their streets frightening, ghettos pocked by sudden violent spaces, with a smell of hell amidst a bright day.

 

How come, I ask myself…how may it be that I do not remember myself here; I do now…. as a child, walking barefoot perhaps on broken shards of glass, going on open latrines hoes, sewage in the front yard; the way of flies at a festival

 

It is how it is here in Natete, Nakulabye, Bwaise, Kawempe, Kamokya, Kasubi, Kawala, Kikoni, Kibuye, Kansanga, Namuwongo, Kinawataka,

 

Perhaps since my being lacked fullness here; I had to forge a different direction; beyond my birth borders and the evening sun above these ghettos….

 

 

I must have gone far away from here, I must have grown up in the land of concrete spaces; skyscrapers made of diamond and washrooms made of marble, beautiful lawns, properly lit streets and people with smiles as white as snow. But I still remember myself in these slums…as if this morning I remember my mother here, I remember my first steps here!

Thursday, February 2, 2017

Slums of Kampala, Uganda


Slums of Kampala, Uganda

 

Think how you may about these slams, their streets frightening, ghettos sounded by sudden violent spaces, with a smell of hell amidst a bright day.

 

How come, I ask myself…how may it be that I do not remember myself here; I do now…. as a child, walking barefoot perhaps on broken glasses, going on open latrines hoes, sewage in the front yard; the way of flies at a festival

 

It is how it is here in Natete, Nakulabye, Bwaise, Kawempe, Kamokya, Kasubi, Kawala, Kikoni, Kibuye, Kansanga, Namuwongo, Kinawataka,

 

Perhaps since my being lacked fullness here; I had to lead a different direction; beyond my birth boarders and the evening sun above these ghettos….

 

 

I must have went far away from here, I must have grown up in the land of concrete spaces; sky scrapper made of glassing and washrooms made of marbles, beautiful lawns, well lit streets and people with smiles as whites as snow. But I still remember myself in these slams…for example I remember my mother here, I remember my first steps here!

I (Jeremy Jjemba) took this picture in one of the slams in Kampala, around 2011

I grow on ...POEMS BY JEREMY JJEMBA



I grow on


 
POEMS BY JEREMY JJEMBA


This picture of me (Jeremy Jjemba) was taken at Kasubi Nursery School, in Kampala, Uganda! By Julie Webb, Canadian missionary ! 
 


Each day, I grow on


Like a traveller in an unknown territory


I grow on


 


Each succeeding morning has something new


But I grow on


Seed to plant


I grow on   


 


It is with difficulty that I grow on


I grow on to reality


 


From a newborn


To a child


To a boy


To a teen


 


I grow on
In the reality of daily bliss and chaos, a cloud of northern lights, some laughing gas, tick, tock, tick, tock, a bomb in time square, red devil sheet rocking bounciness, the gopher, the lettuce, dice rolling black sunshine, jolly pop hanging out with bombita, I grow on to the day I will need kiddie dope

Saturday, January 21, 2017

the first time I felt like un-outsider.


Memior
draft /2005 original date






At end of 1994 in December right after school let out. Things began to come together once again for me. Mom’s death was part of my past and I had moved on. Deo and I began to hangout together almost everyday after school. We never went a day without going to Lubya Hill and looking for trouble all over Kasubi. Deo began to refer to himself as Major General. General Deo and a lot of our playing were centered around playing with wooden guns and cheesing other boys all over the city. That December we draw a plan out of cutting and selling Christmas Trees for money and we also began to plan how we were going to celebrate the upcoming New Year. Under the leadership of General Deo our group was now bigger than when I left. We had more boys in the group and two girls. I don’t remember why but the girls never liked me and I hated both of them. School was out I hated being at home with my cousins because I never felt that I belonged there it was hard for me not to show it and Deo was the only person that I cared about that I wasn’t related to.
One late night I came home from Deo’s house and I could see a car drive away from our house on the long dirt road that lead me home every day. As the car drove away I had no clue who was in the car and to why it was leaving my house. When I got home Uncle John had a weird sense of excitement on his face. “Where have you been all day, he asked me. I looked at him for a sec before I asked him. “Didn’t you know I was playing at Deo’s house all day?” He went on a quick mad rant preaching to me about how a question should never be answered by another question rather I direct answer. So then standing firm and erect with my shoulders up and arms straight down like a soldier and I looked him in the eyes and told him that I was playing at Deo’s house all day. Before I finished answering him I had already worked passed him.
“Your father had been here all evening waiting on you,” he said to me. I turned around and looked him to judge his honesty about what he was saying. Sometimes my uncles thought it would be funny to tell me thing like this. It wasn’t the first uncle John would say such things to me and to my judgment it was just another day of games since my butt had been gone all day. “You just missed him just by seconds, he just drove away.’ When he told me this I began to think about the car that I had seen drive off but I didn’t think of it as if my father was then person in that car. Ever since Dad went to America he had developed a habit of coming home to visit Uganda around holiday times. It been years since my eyes had caught a glance of my father’s face. Last time we both seen each other was at the airport back in 92 right after Jajja’s death. Every now them Dad would write us a letter by time it got to us however, it was opened and read by each hand that touched it before it got us. Dad used to send me post cards of multiple skylines building especially Houston and every so often he would include pictures of him and his friends in the envelope.  
 Uncle John wasn’t messing with me this time but my heart fell to trust that fact Dad had come to visit me. America, where Dad lived was a place so far away beyond the horizon of my imagination that it was impossible for me to believe that a person like my father who lived in a place so far would come to visit me and left without seeing me. Thoughts of my father coming to my rescue after Mom’s Death came to my mind every so often. But these thought were far, perhaps unreachable in all form. Seven month had passed since Mom died now and never have my ears had any news about my father coming to visit me until today. In the few weeks after we buried Mom I would wait to see if Dad would come and get me but even moonlight that feel my father wasn’t in sight so my heart got weary and gave up on the idea that my father even knew I existed.  My family wasn’t the only family that had a relative oversea. Lots of other families did. The norm usually was that people like my father that left Uganda to go better themselves elsewhere in countries that only existed in our geography classes would never come back to help the ones they left home.
Uncle John still went off about my father. He had such great admiration for a person I was taught to hate and stay away from all my life. He wouldn’t stop talking about him for minutes to come. He liked his smell, gold watch, shoes and his bold fed hair cut. I was hungry for food and not in the mood to talk about my father whom I really had no clue of how he looked or smelled. For all I knew my father had no clue of how I looked, we could even have passed each other at the side walk in the market as strangers from different villages. Years back when kids were kidnapped. Some members of my family believe that Dad was behind some of the early kidnapping plots with a goal of taking me away from my mother. For this Mom made it clear to me that I wasn’t allowed to talk to my father if she wasn’t their but now she gone and I can do whatever my heart desired.
At times my mind went and dreamed about a day my father would come to get from Kasubi. I had seen it in all in a perfect picture drawn at the back of my mind. He was going to come with a big suitcase full of close and dress me like an American in white converse shoes, a Rolex gold watch like his. But after wish and dreaming and seeing now answer to my prayers it was true all the things I was told about my father during my childhood. He was not coming back to get me and all I could make out of Uncle John’s words wasn’t anything new to my ears. He was messing with me as he had done yesterday, and the day before that. My father was dead to me the minute no news came from him after we buried my mother.   
Aunt Florence was trying her best to be good to me, she was the best person to me but I was stubborn to accept that she loved me. I was always in fights with her. She hated that I did not do any chores around the house and that I spent all my free time with friends since school ended. One morning she refused me to eat breakfast until I talked to her. I was always scared to talk around her and she eventually caught on. “What’s wrong with your mouth when I’m around?” I had no answer for her. Silence around her wasn’t something that I controlled, it happened naturally. My mouth would just go shut when she entered the room. She would always tire to cheer me up but I was so bitter that no matter how hard she tried to make me smile I didn’t. That morning she told me that I was not allowed to leave the house anymore until I learn how to talk to my family and to play with my cousins. It was hard to believe that she was actually doing this to me. I was ten years old now. Grown enough to pick my playmates and I never remember my Mom telling me who to play with.
I didn’t like being around my cousins for a couple of reasons. At times there were only nice to me when Aunt Florence was present. When she wasn’t around they never cared for me. Nelson was alright but he was younger than me and at times not as fun to play with as kids my own age. He wouldn’t climb trees or go up to Lubya hill to hut from wild animals like the black dotted leopards that Deo and I went after almost every morning. Winfred and Innocent I couldn’t stand. They always had a lot of friends over and all they did was to play house with white dolls. Not liking dolls since birth I did not want to hang around and play father of these dolls. If anything in my perfect world girls just didn’t know how to play just as us boys.
 Aunt Florence left that morning to go to work. I even though she told me to say at home, it was the holiday and all I wanted to do was to play. Deo and I played all day that day and when I returned home from playing my cousins were getting ready to go spend part of the Christmas Holiday with another relative. I wasn’t invited or even told about the trip.  
For the first time I felt like un-outsider. My face was burning with rage as I watched them get ready for their trip. They were all happy and looking forward to spending time with other relatives in the family and in a world so small. None of them seemed to cared that my black face was in the same room as them.  I looked on as they all got ready and I had nothing to say. But in that very minute I became bitter against the world I was living in so I ran off back to Deo’s house crying with a sharp pain in my chest. Mad as hell when I saw Deo I told him that I was running away to Bomma’s House. I didn’t where it was, I had only been there once long time ago but I could clearly remember the name of the village and all I needed was money to get me to the taxi park to catch a taxi that went to Sinda Village where Bomma lived.

Deo helpful as always, he was loaded with great ideas and I expected him to come through with one of his money making ideas and Deo did just that. He had heard from the older boys around the neighborhood that most local business were seeking old car tires to burn as we brought in the year of 1995. Every new year at twelve o’clock people gathered in different squares of Kasubi and burned old car tires to welcome in the new year.  


There not many business in the area that need old tires but the few that would pay for them were handing out the money on a first come basis. The two of us along with a few older boys made plans to begin working when dawn came the next morning. We were going to go to different parts of Kasubi all in such for money and each one of us had a goal for the money. Deo and the other boys have been playing football up at the school and they each needed football shoes. I needed money to catch a taxi to run away because that day I had broken my aunt’s radio and I was very frightened on how she will react

manuscripts Jeremy Jjemba
Mock ... Daft in work .....   



Part I  

Memoirs of loosing my mother to AIDS here in Uganda! Early life etc ... written about 2005 rough draft...all rights reserved


In my life if I was to write one book. This will be it. If I was to write about one subject, it would be death. And if I was to write about one woman, it would my mother.
I was born in Kasubi; one of Uganda’s Ghettos in the suburbs of Kampala, Uganda’s capital city. Kasubi is home for some of Uganda’s working class people. Most people here like my family live in slams. Housing is simple and somewhat ancient, some are made out of made bricks and some still have grass rooftops.    
and most of the sub-Saharan countries during the mid nineties and on through out the end of twentieth century, we had a plaque that was sweeping through our countries killing most of our parents. Not a single day went by without me seeing a dead body being transported to a funeral. Something bad was killing most of our parents but we were so naive to know why all these people where dieing. Everyday news got to our ears that someone we knew had died. All that were dieing had the same symptoms. They were all kinds of reasons I heard to why all these people were dieing. Some said it was witchcraft. That the country was bewitched some said, other claimed that the Europeans and other countries overseas were trying to wipe off the black race in the world and what better place to do that here in Mamma Africa. I heard people say that white countries of the Western World had planted a virus within our human species therefore the virus was to spray killing all the were exposed to it. We had radical that called this massacre a punishment from God to the dear people of Africa. What greater sin did we commit to deserver such a punishment? That part of the story was never told.   
Millions died from this plaque. Kasubi had a number of carpenter shops and their profits had now more than tripled because they were making and selling wooden coffins like never before. Most business Men in the town were all throwing their capital into the business of carpentry if you say so but the hottest product on the market were the wooden coffins all the shops made. All the men that were creative with wood took up carpentry to make coffins. Some shops had a buy one get one coffin free special. Some shops offered a special buy where the buyer would choose a set of coffins, either one for a grown body and a small child or have two coffins for grown people. The best dealers were far out of town were the shops offered three coffins for one price. You can burry Mom, Dad and Child all for one price and maybe same colors. You could buy which ever special suited your need and nothing else in Uganda was selling more than these wooden coffins.
Farmers were planting more timber trees to maintain the supply of coffin demand. People died everyday that the priests at Kasubi Church of Uganda had to hire more priests to attend all the funerals. On Radio Uganda, the only major radio station at the time in the whole country. The hour of special death announcements was now extended to two hours of special death announcement during the day and an hour during the night. During those hours the announcer would read the announcement in hundred of all the people that had died non-stop. The reason for this was the our dear country had not yet invited a way for its people to community privately in times like this due to a lack of ground phones technology. So announcing death on the radio was a norm as it is for most people who tune in to the radio for entrainment. Everyone tuned in and those that didn’t have a radio gathered to one close by to listen to all the names the guys was calling out and to my surprise we all knew at least one person from the hundreds of people that were dead.
Carpenters won’t the only one cashing in during this era. Taxi drivers were banking like never before and most of their prices were set therefore the price was the same everywhere you went. Sometimes it was impossible to afford a taxi so the dead bodies were then carried on the back of a bicycle as the carriage a family could afford to transport a dead body.
*The dead on the back on the bicycles were scarily for an eye to catch. These are images that still come to me in the deepest of my sleeps. The flocks of these dead persons were not carried in a coffin rather in bed sheets or brown backcloth on the back of a bicycle with hundreds more bicycles carrying  hundreds of family members flowing behind to escort their loved one that their final resting place. Husbands carried their dead wives on the back of these bicycles. Fathers carried their dead children on the back of these bicycles. Since most people in Uganda do not own cars therefore in those Ugandan days a car still wasn’t a major form of transportation to reach some of the remotest places in the World where these families had to burry the dead one. Places like in the deep green villages of Masaka and others way across the country past my hometown deep at end of Hoima Road toward the majestic villages of Masindi District, where roads are still unpaved to help a car transport Ugandan people to their burial place.     
Most of the bicycles in Uganda come with two seats to carry to people at the same time. So when a family could not afford a coffin or a taxi to transport their dead relative. *The bicycle was the way to do it then. The dead body would be wrapped first in bed sheets or backcloth, then they would place sticks all around the body that were it stays in place as they rode through the dirt roads of Uganda to go burry their loved one at the family cemetery.      
During this era every early morning the streets were filled with school children walking to school. Workers going to work, farmers were going to their gardens and people taking dead bodies to burry them. On weekend mornings the roads were filled with more dead bodies than anything else. Coffins where in every direction you turned you head. People were crying in every direction you faced your ears. Everyday someone was getting ill and sick enough not to go to work and soon died. All the kids of my generation shared something in common and that was that our siblings that were born in this era and on through out the mid-nineties were dieing off with our parents, just like my brother Jonathan.
Our fathers and mothers were dieing living us in care of extended family members who were also sick sometimes and soon died. There was a group of special persons that my heart went out. Our grandparents, especially grandmothers, these are the angels, idols and heroes that have saved my generation for becoming children with no parental care. The majority of our grandparents all the out the soils of Africa are uneducated about the modern world; most never stepped a foot in a classroom and none of them understood anything about the plague that was eating their own children leaving them with mouths to feed, clothes to wash, extra water and firewood to fetch and above all this hard work. They were left to care for hundreds of sick children in their little villages that were battling the same illness that killed their parents.
Our grandparents turned to what they new best to cure the little ones left behind and that was God and ancient medical. “Our Father who art in Heaven, why dear God have you forsaken us,” they cried. “What have we done to deserve this Father,” they asked God above the skies with their faces tilted above the sky. The work was hard that’s the known fact but not giving up was even harder. No matter how hard these old ladies worked to save their grand children that fact still remain that pretty soon around the corner they would be burring all the children they cared for within months of burring their own children. This didn’t stop them. Every morning they woke up and went to work odd jobs to earn a few shillings to help cure the plague that was killing their children and grandchildren. Every sunset these women woke up and went to the bush to hunt for bush medications that had cured all their illness when they were young. They were not working for money, all saw no result of improvement with the sick and it wasn’t a job they had to do. But it was what they did because they loved us, their grandchildren.    
As the plaque swept through Sub-Saharan Africa most of all ours parents died leaving the youngest kids possible to care for themselves if they did not have a loving grandparent. By the time I was ten years old most of my friends had dropped out of school to care for their dieing parents, some never returned to finish their primary education because after the death of their parents. These little boys and girls not even teenagers yet became the primary caregivers of their family. Caring for the sick and growing food to feed a family
None of us wanted to move in with our aunts and uncles after our parents died. In some cases this was the worst that could happen. Orphans were treated us Cinderella in extended family and some as work horses that would stay in the working fields working from sunset to sun raise to earn just one plate of food. An orphan to this plaque had limited favorable option, which included the oldest to care for the youngest, move in with grandparents if they were still alive. And pray to God that some of the missionaries that were coming from overseas would take you and you siblings in one of their overcrowded orphanages. Those were the best choices after you watched both your mother father died from a disease so complicated that you yourself could not comprehend in the smallest detail.
All us the had a dieing parent had seen first hands what was happening to our peers that had lost their parents long before our own parents got sick. All our neighbors had all almost taken in an orphan from somewhere within the roots of their family trees. My closest relatives were all taking care of somebody else kid who had died and I had seen how those kids were treat without the presence of their parents. To say that they were treated like slaves might be an overstatement but unpaid servants would suit the case. AIDS orphans have suffered some of the most devilish treatment a person in our modern world can undergo. Little girls have been raped in every corner of our countries by their closet relatives forcing them to loss sense to the meaning of life.
    Our grandmothers stepped up the plate to help some of us that made it out alive during that time. I’m telling you that nothing else mattered to a child that had lost both parents than a love of someone who could take them in and protect them from all abuse a young child might face after being orphaned by AIDS. Only grandmother could save little orphan girls from getting raped by sexual predictors whom Africa isn’t short of but most of these don’t have this on their record, for our so called Democracy hasn’t paved away yet to even keep sexual predictors off the street. For when a young lady is raped, silence becomes the only hope they would turn to if they wanted their life. Grandmothers were the best option for every orphan left behind because they not only fed you well and understood the pain you were going through. But they protect you from all harm to the best of their ability some even loosing their lives.

After my mother dies....I moved in with my aunt Florence; 

Florence  never made me feel whole at heart. I was new into her care and lacked much of what she expected out of me. I was always scared to death that if I made a wrong move on my side I could end up in one of orphanage somewhere. My fear wasn’t anything aunt Florence had created, it I was fear of not knowing what to do or how to react in a new place of living. Although we had lived over here for the last three month while mom laid in bed dying. I still did not feel at home. My cousins were there for me though and it was something so natural to them to see me as one of them. They would ask me to come out play with them but I had a feeling of loneness that I could only deal with lonesome.

I developed my own system of spending all that much free time. I was now old enough to just wonder around Kasubi on my own and my favorite place in Kasubi wasn’t the school I went too or the churches. I t was visiting my grandmother’s gave yard. I would never get that close I would always stay back a few yards from it and watch it from a distance. One morning as I hid behind the trees Jajja’s sister Ms. Nanono was on the way to go weed the grave yard. Since Jajja died Ms. Nanono took up the duty to keep the weeds from growing into the green beautiful yard where the graves laid in rows from the oldest members of the family who had passed on to the youngest who were no longer with us. Back in the day when Jjaja would go to weed the yard she went in such a happy mood signing, praying and talking to the graves as if they would hear them. I would squat on the side with my thumb in finger and just watch her clean up the yard. When she was done weeding the whole area looked clean you could see the small insects in world crossing over the top soil of the grave yard. It was always a pleasure to be in a presence so full of a joyous mood.

When she often got in this mood, everything around the grave yard came to a compete silence. The birds in the trees would live to go feed, almost everything that was near like the hens that wondered all over that place to video. But when I was at the grave yards with Jajja even the hens would keep their distance. The wind was always blowing back and fourth through the tall banana trees. I could also hear birds sing sweet soft songs far from far away. Often the only sound I heard while I watching her weed the grave yard for at least an hour or longer would be an occasion sound caused by a car passing, honking, stopping to drop or pick up some and it’s doors swing from open to close.

So years had gone by now but I still recall how comfortable the place was and it was the reason to why when nothing made no sense. When I made my way there everything was just as usual as I remembered it. At time I would disappear for hours down here and when I returned home no asked about my whereabouts. There was plate full of food for me ways. I spent most my days just quite not talking to anyone unless there were talking to me directly. I became a loner which looked as a sign of constant sadness to everyone I came across. I wasn’t her child and even when she would hug and kiss me. I personally felt that I was bringing a burden on her. I

 

Aunt Florence is a very beautiful woman. She has light black skin, beautiful black hair which she mainly kept short and a smile of an angel. Some morning when she walked me to school boys her age were always waiting for her on the path. But she had a bitter heart that she never stopped once to talk to anyone of them. One of the guys tired so much that I had to switch my path from school because he would wait on me and hand me letters to pass on the Aunt Florence everyday. Every night when she got home I would give her a letter and after she read them, “nonsense,” she would say. She would then take the letters apart in pieces and threw on fire. She then told me not to bring that route back from school anymore because that crazy guy after her.

One late night a gentleman was coming to pick her up for a date, aunt Florence never dated or really went out with anyone so in my mind I was thinking this guy had something every special on him and I couldn’t wait to meet him when she told us about him. They had met one morning on a taxi ride on their way to work. She told as that they had been meeting up almost every morning and that they rode back together from work. Although his stop was a little further than hers, she said.  Every evening since they met he was getting off at her stop, paid for her taxi fare and helped her carry things she had bought for the house to the house.

Things were going right between them until a few days ago. Aunt Florence found out that the gentleman was married had a young boy who went to my school. “All men are pigs, she would argue with my uncles. One time she caught me staring at her after she had made that remark. She knew I heard what she said and my mind was processing sorting those words one letter at a time. And by that look on my face she figured I didn’t agree with her but I didn’t anything. I just stood there holding a big stick I was playing with that day. She repeated herself, “all men are pigs,” looking at me as if she was directing her bitterness towards me. I walked away but she followed right behind me and said in a very living voice, “Except you Jeremy! You! And Nelson the only men I love in my life.”

  When aunt found out that the gentleman who was trying to date was married. She spent that Saturday evening not preparing for a date but preparing to teach her a lesson “this pig has a lesson to learn,” she repeated all day long. Earlier I heard her make a comment to her friends that she did not want to go confront him at his house. I heard say that she feared breaking up his family to leave his wife and children suffer. Aunt began collecting ideas that would only harm the “pig” and not the piglets or his family. A few ideas came up, “we should boil a kettle of hot water and pour it all over his body,” said Uncle Francis. My other Uncle John opposed, “I can get some battery acid and when he tries sleeping with you, take a cup and pour it all over his privates.

That will do it.”  “No you boys are mad,” aunt Florence objected.  My cousin Innocent who was eleven at the time also pitched in her idea, “we should gather a lot of broken bottles and toss them at him when he arrives at the house.” Apparently it was something her and her friends had done before to keep away old men who were always trying to rape them. Aunt Florence liked the idea at first but she said it would take a whole day to collect the broken bottles all around Kasubi. “I don’t have that much time, he’s due here in about less than an hour,” she said.

My neighbor Mr. Bossa had a hen farm at his house. Since he’s had the farm he was throwing the rotten chicken eggs all around his garden to fertilize the soil somehow. So Uncle Francis suggested that we should walk over to his garden and take some rotten eggs to throw at the gentleman where he showed up. The idea was grand but first we had to construct a plan to enter Bossa’s garden. Bossa was protective of his garden as you and I would protect our most valuable assets we own. Although I had never seen it happen in my life time of knowing Mr. Bossa, it was rumored that back in the day he had killed a thief stealing from his garden with a bow and arrow, my uncles all believed that he still owned it because he had tried shooting them a few time when they tried eating from his garden. Everyone feared to set foot onto Mr. Bossa’s residence without his consent and even while just kids playing.  If our ball fell in his garden while we played. We first had to seek permission from him before we stepped foot onto his residence to fetch the ball.

So we had to come up with a plan that couldn’t cost any of us our lives. “Let’s just go and ask him,” aunt Florence suggested. She told Nelson and me to walk over to his house and tell him that we had a special school project that we need some rotten ages.

“Be nice to him when you go to this house,” she said to us, also greet him first with respect before you ask him for the eggs. Nelson and I took off to Mr. Bossa’s residence and when we showed up at his door. He was already by the door hiding something I didn’t see behind his back. As we were told we greeted him with respect. His boys who were about our age came to the door also. After we greeted him he looked at us in the eyes high with deferral in his look. We then told him the story word for word; he looked over and saw my aunt and all my uncles looking our direction.

“What subject is this for,” he asked us. I stared blank rolling my eyes and scratching my nappy rolled up hair for an answer. Before I could say anything, Nelson buffered some word of his my mouth, at first I didn’t hear what he said even though I came could feel his warm breathe we were standing so close to each other.  After he took note that no one heard what he had said, he got louder, “SCIENCE!”  “Science,” my voice came in an echo to his. Mr. Bossa took another look around at where my uncles, aunt, Innocent and Winfred were taking stand. After he observed them for sec he took a step forward. “Science,” he confirmed with us. Now a little scared of him in a polite manner we nodded yes. He left us standing there with his son Dawodi and went behind to the garden which was a on a very larger land. He walked passed the little tiny house where he raised his hens and came to a complete stop. He stood there, bent over and for a while just looked deep into his garden.

He turned around and headed back our way. “What is science,” he asked Nelson and me. Before we could answer is oldest son Dowodi began to give him the answer. “Science is,”... “ne..da..ne..da,” he shut Dowodi up before he answered the question.  “Science is the study of living and non-living things,” I answered with a dithering tone and Nelson agreed. I was getting panicky a bit, the whole time since we got to his door steps he was walking around with his hands in a crease hidden from us. When he walked passed us heading to the garden he switched the position of his hand from back to font keeping them creased hiding something mysterious from Nelson and I.

After we gave him the answer he walked passed both of us and once again stood in front of his front door, “how many,” he asked. Nelson and I didn’t answer but looked at each other both taking a mental count of our own. “Five, ten,” I said still frightened of whatever Mr. Bossa was holding in his hand. Nelson hollered out a large sum as took a look back at everyone we had left behind. Mr. Bossa finally permitted us to help ourselves and take as many rotten eggs as we needed for our science project stretching and dragging the word science out of his mouth. He told us that we should not dare pass into the sugarcane bush. As he stood in his door way watching as picking rotten ages into our plastic bags, “What did he have in his hands,” I asked Nelson. “A kitchen knife,” he answered. “What a mad man,” I said to Nelson “Indeed he is,” Nelson assured his agreement with me.

The plan to ambush the man was already drawn out when we returned to the house. Uncle Kiwa, Uncle Francis and Uncle John were going to climb into the three trees that stood aside the little small dirt path that led to our house. Uncle Kiwa was going to be in the closet jackfruit tree; Uncle Francis was to conceal himself like a chameleon high under the middle mango tree that produced big green mangos when in season. Uncle John the oldest and strongest out of the three of them hid under the first mango tree the smallest one that produced small sour and bitter mangos. The rest of us kids were to hid under a flower garden right in the center of our front yard all of us with our rotten eggs in hand and ready to take on this man as he came towards the house.

I tried opposing our hiding place because days earlier I had been stubbed by the thrones of the red-rose-flower tree that stood center in this garden. I wanted to hide high in a tree also but my aunt and uncles had drawn the final blueprint of attacking the man when he showed up to our door-step and it was final. It was right after the sun had just fallen deep into the skies leaving that beautiful reddish cloud color on the tip of the clouds above us. In distance we saw someone walking up the path that led to our house. Aunt Florence confirmed that that was the man running on time like an airline pilot so it was time to take our hiding place. The gentleman was very dark and just as tall as the banana trees he was passing through to get to our house even midgets could see him if there were kneeling down.  He was on schedule carrying something in his hand; as he neared he held a rose in his hand. He was well dressed looking like a person from oversea, he indeed remained me of my father the first time I saw him. He was dressed in long black trousers, black shoes covered in mud and a bright red T-shit that had the word Tokyo by its pocket. My uncles took as many eggs as possible out of the bags and took cover up to their trees as the guy walked up to our house.

As he walked up to the house he saw Uncle Kiwa in the tree, he begun talking to him. Nothing too serious to blow our cover but mainly giving him tips on how tell if the jackfruits up in the trees were ready, “if there don’t smell ripened, two more days,” he said. Uncle Kiwa just went on about his business of pretending to check on the jackfruits which he had already done just this morning first thing when we woke up. Nothing was ripe up there but that wasn’t mission anyways, everyone was ready.   

 Innocent, Winfred, Nelson and I took cover behind the flower garden. As the gentleman walked up to knock on our door my aunt came out of our one-roomed shark and walked midway through the front yard. She paused and said, “I forgot to lock the door,” which was the cue for us to get ready to toss the rotten eggs; when aunt got back to the door she leaned over and picked a rotten age from the bags and threw it right in the gentleman’s face screaming. “Adulator, adulator,” over and over again, not knowing what was coming his way the man began walking toward my aunt defending himself against these acquisitions. 

As he got near to her about a dozen rotten eggs came flying out of the jackfruit tree catching him in every direction he turned. He began heading back to wherever he came from and as he neared the flower garden more eggs got him in the face. Uncle Kiwa was now down under from the tree and tossing egg after egg at him.  He wasn’t taking his run seriously until he got stoned by more eggs from John and Francis. Aunt Florence had stayed back laughing hard, us Kids; we were running behind and chasing after him screaming, “adulator” over and over again.

We ran after him for a while chasing him throughout our neighbor’s gardens who were all looking out for interludes. All the children in the neighborhood came out and chased the guy with us. All our rotten eggs were thrown at him, so missed and now there were all over the place. We chased the guy for a while all the way at the beginning of path. We were now all out of eggs so my uncles began picking up solid rocks and stoning the man as he ran for his life. After a tiring run, we returned to the house where Aunt Florence was already breaking down the story to all the gathered to know what was going on. We sat on the ground by the path near under the banana trees waiting for my uncle to return, they had ran off way ahead of us kids keep up with the gentleman toe to toe. All three of them chased him until they all disappeared in the long spare before us. Only seconds passed before we saw them talking over each other as loud as possible about their individual contributions to the egging. They came and joined us and we walked up back to our house.  

           

 

From that day forward I never saw the man again and no one would tell me which one of my classmates he fathered. Innocent my oldest cousin had made many remarks that the man looked like one of my classmates Mugisha but I hadn’t taken a good look at him therefore I could not drawn that conclusion. In addition I personally hadn’t developed an esthetic skill to group individuals that looked like. When I returned to school days later I took a good look at Mugisha, it was a look of curiosity that made him ask me why I was looking as I was. I couldn’t make a connection in their resemblance for I really didn’t remember how the gentleman looked in the face. The question was burning inside me though. I just wanted to ask him if his dad owned a bright read shirt with the word Tokyo. At least I was inquisitive to know what Tokyo was, if his dad owned a shirt like that then maybe he knew what Tokyo was. I finally came at peace with my blaze of questions…took a deep breathe…looked at Mugisha as he looked at me wondering why I was frowning at him gay as if I was in love with him. I turned around said nothing by now the teacher was in the classroom so it was time to pay attention to the class.     

 

 

AT SCHOOL I was very social unlike at home and a great learner but all the children in the school were very competitive at everything that was done there. We were taught a very extensive curriculum that include, algebra, regional and world geography. I was in primary four so school for me was from 8:00 to 4:00 PM Monday through Friday. The whole school only had seven rooms one for every grade level. It was still under construction, widows were missing, no doors and the floors were still dirt. Apart the sciences, the math and the foreign languages we had to matter before walking the stage here. Every student was required to take part in drama. Usually every Friday after lunch we took the drums out and took lesson on our own. We also took part in debates teachers always chose the subject well were educational and meant to help us figure out what we wanted to do in the future. Tops included many such as “A teacher in better than a Doctor,” the subjects were simple but in fourth grade they made great debate. Students in the whole school would take a position and every one had a chance to debate. The debates were all organized by students from choosing the topic, to making up the rules during the debate. We also had to choose a time keeper everyone had the same amount of time to present their case. We had a panel of three judges who were in charge of most of the debate. The judges took noted of all the points that were presented. We were not allowed to repeat ourselves and if this happened the panel will alert you that your point was already made unless you had a different point to made you had to yield the floor to the next presents. Debates were fun especially when we debated issues like “Woman are better than Man,” social debates like this shock the whole school up and usually had the most influences on the student body. Even the not so talkative members of our school came out to make their point on hot topic social issues such as human rights and injustice.  

 

 All that we did during these Fridays led up to one competition day.  PARENTS DAY: Around the month of December right before school lets out for Christmas holidays. Schools in Uganda hold an event on campus called “Parents Day.” This day signals the end of the school year and on this day our parents and relatives come into the school for a showcase of all the materials we’ve learned the past three terms in school, including sciences and math and other projects we’ve worked on during the school year. It is a day that all parents come to and all students look around for to come.

The December of 1994 was the first December my mother was to be missing from the audience for since I began school in the late eighties back at Kasubi Church of God Nursery School. It was the end of primary four (4th grade) Parent’s Day. That morning when I woke up; Aunt Florence was already up preparing to get me ready.  As she got me ready for this day, she was helping me practice my lines for my part in the AIDS play and musical the school was putting on. It was something we had all worked during the school year and when I returned to school it was just about to cast for actors. I was chosen for one of the role. Parent’s Day was more than acting and singing for a day. It was a day to show that out of the whole entire school you’re the best at what you will be performing that day. All the roles came with pressure but it was something that all us were used to.

My mother had developed a place in my heart hat loved drama. The years I spent with Mom I watched her be in plays especially at church. I had seen her coach young girls on town for a play. And since I started primary one at Green Valley, I took part in a drama on Parent’s Day every year. In past three Parents Days I’ve been part of. I’ve played the main male character in the play. I’d played Moses the year before. In primary two I played one of the three Wiseman in a Christmas play. At Green Valley I also played a homeless living in Kampala city. Officials from Kampala City Council were present in the audience that day. The goals of these plays were to educate the public about issues that we were facing within our communities.

To be in school plays became second nature to me and mom did very well training me back before she was gone. Before the actual date of Parent’s Day was chosen. Talent shows were held everyday after school. It was something a little extra our teachers did for us because most of us had nothing to go home to after school. Through these shows teachers randomly chose who will be in the plays, sports and other projects for Parent’s Day. Whatever it was that I was chose, I made sure that I will be the best at it so that the teacher can allow me to perform the part on Parent’s Day. My choices always leaned more towards drama; I wasn’t too good at football, the only sports performed in school. This year the school drama department had prepared a 45 minute play to be performed at the event. The drama was the main event on Parent’s Day; the melody of sweet young African boys and girls voices gathered a whole town to hear a sound so sweet that the birds in the trees paused from their songs to hear ours when we began to sing.

Today began early for me to prepare for the event. Aunt Florence was helping me get ready all morning when she noticed that I had burned a whole in my school uniform shorts. She got upset with me because she had just bought me those shorts a few weeks ago so I can have new shorts for Parent’s Day. She began to lecture me something my mother never did. I wasn’t used at beginning lecture Mom always just got up and took action to correct me. “Jeremy you not a child anymore, you’re a grown man and you should know how to ion your own cloth.”

She mad I could see a burn on her face. “How could you burn these brand new uniform shorts that I just bought and not TELL ME of it? How..!” She took the shorts out of my hands and threw then at me and left the room to prepare the morning tea without saying another word about it. I took the shorts scared to death and put them on me without saying a thing. I was wearing a little white underwear and my little but cheeks were hanging out the bottom of the shorts were the hole was.

Aunt Florence came back in the room after a while; she didn’t seem to care about the matter any longer. It was as if she went outside and God gave her a way to deal with me. She entered the house with a sweltering tea kettle; went straight to cupboard and pull out five ugly plastic red mugs. She then sat on the floor and made us each a cup of warm milk with green flesh tea leaves she had picked earlier that morning; she always made her tea with a few blocks of small cut ginger root, and a slice of bread and real butter. As she poured the teas, she looked at me and begun telling me how I was going be an embarrassment to the family with a hole in my uniform shorts at this event. “People will think I’m not caring after you since your mother’s death. I already here rumors in the market that I don’t feed you” she added as I looked down into my tea cup.  

The whole time she was talking to me I was mute as a manikin enjoying my cup of tea and the buttery bread. I would take the bread, sink it in the warm milk-tea and then took it to my mouth where I nipped on it slowly enjoying every crumb of it. She went on through and I was hearing everything she was saying. About how, “since the death of my mother, nobody on my father’s side of the family has given her a shilling or a hand to care for you; your father is in America but the MAN can’t even send me a dollar in a letter.” She would go on for minutes as everyone looked at me as the outcast of the family. I had nothing to say but to soak in the wisdoms my aunt was letting out of her mouth. All her blushes always ended with words so sweet they permitted me just an inch of comfort to be under her care; “your mother is gone now Jeremy, but you are my son now and I need you to grow up baby,” she added that next time I burn a hole in my pants for school I better tell.

After breakfast she walked me up to Rose Pasika Primary school where mom had enrolled before she died. On the way to school she read me the lines from the play. She was also asking me and making sure that I knew all the parts to the two songs I was leading during our class talent show. When we got to the school where I was due for rehearsals for the play, she told me that she would be back with lunch and everyone else. As I often did I looked her in the eyes without saying a word and took my book pack from her and I entered the small wooden gate that entered the school. That morning we ran through the lines of the play and both of the musical. The school had taken off into a different mood. All of us were glad to be promoted to the next grade level. I was going in primary five with Deo and other friends. We were already looking forward for the Christmas Holidays that were to begin right after school ended today.

The message of the play today was to educate those in the audience about the dangers of AIDS. The lyrics to the song which my teachers composed addressed the first symptoms a person should watch for to determine if they have AIDS in order to go for a check up. The lyrics were sharp explaining bumps, bourses, rushes and such. The parts had to be acted out very dramatic and sincerely so that the gathering community could learn from the play but also be touched by the performance. At the end when the drums in the back ground mellowed down. A young girl and I shared a final chorus of what AIDS has done to our whole country and in those last line we proclaimed to the audience that if we don’t protect ourselves from the AIDS epidemic. Soon we will all be victims.

 

 

Our teachers taught us everything for these play. The composed, directed and filled in all the missing gap to the play.  From how to beat/play the drums, how to dance, what tone and pitch to sing in and where to stand on stage, everything was to be done according to plan. We took multiple takes on songs, drumming and the plays and then we went home. At about noon that day, Aunt Florence, Winfred, Nelson and Innocent were all present at the school, everyone’s families were arriving too, mainly to bring lunch to all of us. When Aunt Florence showed up she came with a black plastic back that had a comb, Vaseline, black shoe polish for my shoes, a brush and a big bowl of Indian rice, fried cassavas and five glass bottles of sodas. After we sat down on a panic matt, she un-wrapped the food talking about how she thought she would be late for the only hour we were allowed to eat lunch with our families before the opening act.

As she got the food ready she reached out and threw me a brand new pair on uniform shorts. I silently rejoiced inside, I was glad but didn’t really express it that much. I thanked her. She told me to go to the latrine and change but to leave my shoes behind so Innocent could brush them for me. After I changed I came back and she put a well pressed white shirt on my back. She helped me tack it in as she brushed my nappy hair and smeared Vaseline all over my body. We said grace and begun to eat.

As we ate on our picnic mat laid out on the ground I manage to catch a glance of my aunt’s eye staring devilishly at the gentleman two picnic mats away to the right of us. The five of us including the gentleman knew why she was picking at him that way. His wife and his two children including my classmate Mugisha had no clue that a few weeks ago their father was egged down by us kids here, my aunt and uncles in font of our house as he tried to cheat on their mother. The guy sat with his back facing us eating, talking and laughing with his family and not saying a single word to us, not a wave or a simple hello. After we ate I went back to the drama classroom and got ready to sing and act with Mugisha, I looked gaily at him and said nothing. He seemed to be a happy child and I had no bases of messing that up. A crowd of people was already gathering under the shady trees where the stage was set. On the stage a few speeches were given to open the event, nothing in particular out of the boring speeches caught my attention. It was the usual opening of a Parent’s Day with our Ugandan National Anthem and a prayer.  

A few acts went before my group and then the hands of the clock landed on the minute for us to get on the stage and sing. I got real nervous before I got on stage. Ever since I was in primary one (first grade) my mother was always sitting in the front row next to the school officials. When I go on stage I had to introduce my self and my parents first before I sang, it was something all the students in the school did.  Since mom and my sister Joan were the only two people that came to see me in school plays back then. I always had to say the same introduction Mom had taught me, in a shy scratchy voice I would say, “My name is Jeremy Earnest Kimbugwe, I live with my mother Alex Nakuya, my sister Joan Nabikyalo and my uncle David. This is what I did back them.

When I got on the stage this morning I didn’t know what to say, so I stared at the crowd still and calm as they stared back at me in silence for a second. I looked over where my mother would be sitting if she was here tonight and I could not see her there. I was always good at spotting Mom no matter how gigantic the audience was. My eyes wandered in hope that maybe some magic would happen and   my eyes will catch her there staring at me with joy just one more time as they had done for the last three school performances I had been in. I didn’t introduce myself because I didn’t what to say.

One of my teachers standing next to the stage noticed that I was lost for word. He ordered the drummers to begin playing the song. I was now on center stage when the music begun to play. Noticing that I needed no introduction I began to sing. After the music came the play which was the headlining event followed by an award ceremony that ended today’s event; this year the drama department had a goal while writing and preparing this play. The school wanted to alert the community about the AIDS problem that was eating our community one mother, sister, father or brother at a time. I was playing the main male character KIZZA who an orphan living with a stepmother who hated him. At the end of the play we sang a duet to close out the play. The song rapped up the whole play describing in detail what AIDS can do to our community. After hours of performance we all ended the event with a Bakussimba dance (a traditional dance.)

One of the songs I sang was titled “Beautiful Uganda” I expressed to the crowd a song about the beauty of our country. It talked about the beauty of having the Nile river start in our country, we talked about the unlimited resources God has blessed us with. The song was written to praise the government for keeping us safe and helping to fight AIDS. It thanked our President Yoweri Museven for fighting and bringing peace to our land. The best line of then all came in the last line of the last verse asking the audience to make a pledge and never forsake our land by loving another land. After a long day every thing went as planed. We sat around for the award ceremony after performing. I didn’t win anything for my roles which tickled my bone on the spot but I never took those feeling away with me after that. After the awards were handed out, all the students went to the Headmistress’s office and picked up our report cards. Mine said I was promoted to primary five as of the first term in the following year 1995.  

10 key attributes and contributions for a beginning soccer coach

  As a soccer coach, there are numerous qualities and skills you can bring to the table to ensure the success and development of your team. ...